DAIRY# say that i want to say

I think i really need to bear in mind there some words, 'To look ahead and dont look back.' (especially for the affectional!)
some time ago i done some really amazing quizzes,
the name of after if i am crossing the space-time is, 星楝。(they are chinese,  星it means the stars, and 楝it means Melia japonica, a kind of tree), it is beautiful?! i think it is really beautiful and i really love this name, maybe one day if i have baby, i will go to naming this one for my baby, haha....that's crazy!!
after that, my pre-existence It is said that i was composed of 49% the air, 47% the poet, 3% the white birch and 1% architect! wow, those are totally awesome!!!:D
okay, let's talk about today!
today the weather is warm, are no longer so cold, so i was just to hanging out with my buddies,
in the afternoon, i first went to the book center, this book center just near from my house. i bought some books and bought a new big notebook for the future in 2010 and the 2011, i cant wait!! after that, i went to UNIQLO to bought four pairs of socks, it's cool! then we finished the dinner together, but.....sorry, I ate too much :( cause there too yummy: )
today morning i had an  with my mum, but actually we had the 'fights' every day: (
tomorrow i will go to buy a lot of knitting yarns, because because i am ready to learn the knitting yarn!
recently, my big mood swings, most of time it is because you, during the day time i can be able to not to think of you, but i cant be able to be like this at the night time! every night.....think a lot of the problems between us, i think i hate you! and also hate myself!! i am an idiot, a totally big idiot!!! : (
recently i am trying to find some thing back, all that i said is some memories, and the flavor of memories them self. i haven't fully find them all back yet, but i am trying, i think i have been found the 80% of those memories : ), it will be completed soon.


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